I'm not feeling strong enough...

I'm so tired of trying....

I'm so tired of these guilds....

I'm so tired of my head...

I've been trying so hard!

I guess this is one of the very bad days...

I Just woke up with tears in my eyes and a very

familiar feeling of sadness...

When will this stop happening?

I don't know...

... but i have to be there and let it happen every time....

I'm sorry, I'm confused again, I just want to scream and wake up!